I'm a lucky girl to have had 3 very best friends in my life. Of course, Jim is my first best best friend, but the one I'm writing about today is Ellen. My best friend of nearly 26 years, will soon lose her 3rd battle with cancer. It has been heartbreaking to hear and read weekly updates her husband and mom text me. Today Adam texted that she will probably die today or tomorrow. As I tried to text him words of comfort and send him my love via text, which felt so inadequate, I was so grateful I was texting because I don't think I could've used my voice at that point.
I don't have a sister but I imagine our relationship is similar to what it would be to have a sister. Ellen has taught me so much about life, faith, strength, love, compassion, determination, service and charity. The world is brighter, happier....better with her in it. She says I've helped her in so many ways, but I really think I got the better end of the friendship deal. While I was visiting with her and her sweet family in late January, she looked at me with tears in her eyes and said, "I have faith in my Heavenly Father and in His plan for me and my family." I couldn't speak, tears rolled down my face as I realized my dear dear friend has accepted the fact that her time on earth is nearing it's end. Until that time, I was in denial. I kept thinking, "you kicked cancer before, you can do it again."
She won't beat cancer again. Cancer is winning. I'm mad and sad about it but knowing that our separation from Ellen will not be forever, gives me so much peace. So, as the Easter season rolls to a close, I hope that you will find peace in your life, hope in the future and know that life is eternal and we will see our loved ones again one day.
